||[Apr. 15th, 2006|12:48 am]
|||||KMFDM - Flesh||]|
So I went to Taste of Chaos yesterday. As you know those tickets were my Christmas present for Jen. She picked me up at like 4 when the show was starting. Turned out her friend Ally was coming too, which I was not aware of until I got in the car. I don't particularly like her, but there's not many friends of friends that I get along with, maybe it's just the whole fight for attention of the mutual friend thing, everyone does that. I get in the car and say hey and I don't remember them saying hey but I'll give them the benefit of the doubt that they did. Then Ally asked me for the directions that I wrote down and that was essentially the last thing they said to me all night. They got lost and confused and called people to figure out where to go, they didn't bother asking me even though I wrote down the directions and looked at the maps and junk, I coulda told them what to do once or twice, but they didn't ask so I didn't speak up. Regardless, we got there.
When we got there we went through different search stations and I walked a little ahead and waited for them, I could see them and then all of a sudden they walk the other direction. I was like "what the fuck?" I couldn't see them anymore after a short while so I just walked into the place. Later when I texted her phone she replied all pissed off at me for supposedly leaving them. I didn't even bother explaining anything, I figure at that point she's been pissed off at me for that for hours and there would be no way to convince her that I actually didn't ditch them but I essentially lost them because they were too busy not talking to me to let me know what they were doing.
Anyway, I was kinda pissed off by that situation and the fact that I had to sit there silently the whole ride while they talked about guys that are clearly better than me the whole way.
No, of course that doesn't bother me, thanks for being considerate though. Since you know how I feel about you and all.
So I pushed my way up to the front of the stage within the duration of one Silverstein song. I'm not much into them, I've met them back when they opened up for a friends band a few years back. I think I was the only person that talked to them that night, nobody else seemed to be interested in them at all, they were all there to see Not By Choice. Anyway, I stayed up at the rail through a bit of As I Lay Dying and than backed out because of the heat making me kinda sick, which was odd for me, I've been through worse.
I eventually ran into Nick and Andrew and Nick and I got right up to the rail again for Thrice. I was never much for them but they were good live. We stayed there until Deftones came on, I met some girl beside me and we hit it off well, I made a deal with her, I'll protect her from the crowd if she holds my hat. So I had my arms around her whenever I wasn't pushing away crowd surfers. We held hands for a while and after the show talked a bit and exchanged numbers. I don't think she ever intended to see me or talk to me again but she was sweet and I hope I do. Karolina is her name and I was, as she called me, her "concert boyfriend". Pretty sad that that's pretty much the closest thing I've had to a relationship in like over a year. And even that was only like a 2 weeks thing.
My pants fell down when I was holding her and I told her that, she offered to help me out but she couldn't move very well. I had my pants around my ankles for about 15 minutes and couldn;t do shit about it.
Both my arms are bruised, my backs is bruised up and my neck is shitty. I lost count of kicks to the head at like 12. Somebody landed on my head so hard that I felt something hard from somewhere in my head go down my throat. It wasn't a tooth, so I'm assuming that all the crusted up snot in my head all got knocked out and I swallowed it. That would explain why I'm breathing better.
Anyway, after the show I finally found Jen and again we didn't speak on the way back.
Today I finished a lot of my presentation on 80's pop culture, if anybody has anything to suggest that I put in, go nuts, I already have a lot of things such as commercials, music videos, pictures of Alf and Scott Baio, a section dedicated to Milli Vannili. It's clearly gonna be great.
Later on in the evening I saw Julia, we watched Fight Club. I did all the kissing of her neck and nibbling of ears, but she didn't kiss me or even bite me. So, once again I failed on that. I was looking forward to the biting, it's my favourite. But I won't get into all that right now.
Anyway, in conclusion I failed with Jen and Julia and I hit it off with some random at a Deftones doncert. Meaning that the less somebody knows about me, the more they like me.
Well, I work all weekend, 9-10 hours of work on Easter too, hope I get some holiday pay or something.